not in the mood to..

is it possible that two sisters get sick @ the same time but they are in different parts of the world?

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my sister is so stucked with arts coursework.. and other things. i can't even remember being as bc during my IB days. poor her.

i dun deserve to be sick bcos i hvt been working as hard...

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actually i m not in the mood to blog. so wtv and bye.

morning post~

一早醒来，7点整。第1堂课，10点。

早起的感觉真好，准备了简单的早餐 - 热牛奶 + 4块cream crackers with jam/peanut butter, 望着初升旭日害羞地窥探出矮矮的屋顶，感觉此刻好幸福。

一股微妙的欲望在心底燃烧着。好想，好想到海边看日出。

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现在8点45分。真希望每一天的自己，醒来得那么容易自在开心。

生活，是否还在掌握之中？

once again. i hv been lazing ard the whole week, yet i felt i gained a lot out of other stuff in life.

after a hectic weekend of lab report, i was just not in the mood to work. Then Wednesday came by, and 祁家 was on board a journey of craziness and funness yet again...

Marie Antoinette. 绕了一大圈才到达的戏院。Dessert@Zizzi .

Lost in Translation. Music. Mmm.

Burnt Cola-Chicken. Non-working mood/mode.

2 movies, 2nights, 2 venues (1 director though.. ;p). i can't wait for the next outing，大家姐will join in too!

Friday, night already. No work done. And tmr will be another non-stop day.

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Once again, at one point in the week, I was thinking of my possible options, my future.

I am lost, lost in the mist of blurness.

I felt childish, in the world where people has big ambitions.

I thought I have grown, but then I realised, the me deep inside, is still as dependent and naive as before.

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Thinking back. 2 years ago. Studying for the sake of studying, for the sake of getting good grades, and getting into a good uni. And then? what is next? 2 year later. These questions remain unanswered.

There might not be another 2 years for me to think. But then until now, I am still 过一天算一天。

不到悬崖边我都不知道危险已经逼近，不知道未来的路是宽是窄是弯是直。没有目标的时候，该如何前进？就这样，麻木地前进。麻木地跟随着人群前进。

如果世界上只剩下我一个人，我会否就这样，静静地呆坐，呆坐到死去的那一天？

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ending shud not be on a sad/pessimistic note.



所以我告诉自己，我的路，一定不凡。不凡是因为，我选择慢慢地走到终点，以免错失了沿途可贵的风景。

Addicted...

Addicted…Part 1 ~*

嗯。
今晚来一点点的
诗情画意… :)

告诉自己，单身潜逃吧

淡水河边的约定 似梦境
反正我们的故事已经
蜕变成挂在半梦半醒之间的回忆
留下仿如未知数的无意义

忍不住窥探窗外的你
是否 只是幻影

提着一个人的行李
开始无目的地逛街旅行

那间咖啡厅
依然是那间小小的咖啡厅

没有了两个人一起的身影
地球的转动还是如此轻易

追赶着不停下来的时间
想想下一次的择偶条件



懂的人就懂，不懂的人就不懂




Addicted… Part 2~*

炒米饼！！！
M’sia 好像没吃过？这是属于香港的特产吗？真是好好味啊！

yummy!!!

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no Addicted part 3... yet.

and back to lab. or go to sleep. yeap, i m a bad gal i am.

not_Eliza, signing off...

tuesday's high

饶恕我的任性吧，自己。forgive me, myself.

for once, tuesday nite is so out of control. halloween is nth but it seems to hv become a 间接性excuse to slack, play ard, hang ard, n be high.

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who cares abt lab report, who cares abt endless readings. life can never revolve ard academic achievement all the time despite it's importance in the world of reality. but at dis moment i dun care wat i did just now. i feel regret now, not cos i slack too much, cos i ate too much biscuits. ;p

so fun to hang ard with 祁家。

i will miss all these craziness and madness during my xmas hols............................

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蛋蛋很累了, 要睡了，拜拜了 。