hahaha.. today i feel so happy + a bit more motivated + positive + bahagia... how to say 幸福 in english? haha.. ok.. anyways... 为什么呢？dunno.. just nth very bad happened and i wanna be happy..

我想学习如何不把别人的眼光当作一种压力；
我想学习让自己更坚持自己的选择；
我想学习让自己因为作了自己觉得对的决定而感到快乐。

我不想再去在意别人怎样看待我；
我不想再顾虑别人是否喜欢我；
我不想再做别人喜欢我做的事情或决定，而我自己却不欢喜的事情。

ya.. but.. maybe not everything lidat.. for e.g. frens.. 助人为快乐之本 rite? 有时候，为了朋友，委屈一点、辛苦一点，是无所谓的。因为，我这么做还是很快乐！

ok.. better get back to my english essay.. my focus of the day is english~! i am aiming for a 6!! if i get a 5 i'll cry! so.. in order to achieve my goal, i need to：
1. improve my grammar! read ur sec notes? haha...
2.vocab!! the report from mr. morley said so too! i noe i am repeating the same words over and over again.. but how le.. so diff... ok.. i'll try..
3.practise essay! thesis --> topic sentence --> link to essay!

ok.. cool.. motivated to continue with english essay! i like becoming motivated to do things.. haha...