waaa.. today ate so much.... at tea i ate loads.. egg tart, char shie pau, drank 红豆水，ate sis's cookies and pastry... aaaaa.... so full now.. and dinner is like 45 mins aways.... haihzz... tmr better go gym.. haha..

just now i watch a movie.. *ops* i am not suppose to watch movies~~ but the movie is quite unique... quite special... i started half way.. but the story line is dat one lady has a family with husband and 2 kids.. but they din seem very happy together... quarrel a lot... and then, this lady has this sensation of looking out to the window to her neighbour... she peeps into ppl's life... the other side of the building lived a man...

then there's this old man dat just came by out of nowhere.. his memory is lost... so he cant remember where he lives and stuff... but he remembered his name is XXX ( i 4got his name) haha...

下删一千字。。。。 *太懒惰写了*。。。

ok.. my point is ... 如果我们真的是要为自己而活，让自己活得快乐，是否就应该丢下因为曾经错误的决定所需要负责任的事，而去追求自己理想的生活呢？还是，我们应该为我们一切的错误选择而负责任，即使这样会使我们与理想中的幸福渐行渐远。。。若是我们的决定是前者，我们有是否做错了呢？

ok... philosophy is not part of my IB exam.. shud have joined UWC one yr later.... then i would have taken both psychology and philosophy..

anyways... concentrate!!! time to get back to my work... ohno... 6.30 pm?! time to bath and dinner.. and then do math and chem~~ din study bio as i have planned.. nvm... free 1,2 tmr~ gambade~~ oni one month left!! and u r free~~~~

~~get motivated, be motivated!~~