why am i here? because i dun have to look at math for at least 3 mths.... because i have finished chem paper 1 and 2... i dun care if i did badly or ok-ish.. cos i can't change wat has happened anyway... if u dun discussed the exam after dat... u won't feel emotionally involved with wat u have done wrong... dat's wat i call.. the numbness over exams... i think i start to develop such kind of numbness in secondary school.. cos u noe la.. chong hwa ( my sec. sch in msia) is such a test-exam-test-exam school...

tmr is chem paper 3 n eng paper 1... and i am oni starting my study now! i finish exam at like 6pm juz now~~ dying of neckache... seriously... i have to walk with my hidung (nose) in the air... otherwise.... nola.. just exaggerating to show how stiff my neck is now... imagine 3 full hrs of math.. then follow by chem... my god! plus, i had 2 hrs of math yesterday.. and the stiffness has developed since then....

and y am i oni studying now? cos i went to west mall with sis to buy, i mean order mother's day gift.. we ordered a coffee bean cake and a bouquet of flower.. dun get me wrong though.. it's a 3-stalk-bouquet of purple carnation... cos no money ok!? it's SGD25! and the cake! seeing dat it's coffee bean, u noe, it's sum how more 'superior' than others... price wise lar.. SGD45... gosh! half of my allowance is gone~ but well, it's mother's day! and i cant celeb with mum next yr liao!! so....dun mind spending dat $$... we initially wanted to order the 'floral surprise' cake.. which is much prettier... but they say dat the chef might not be able to make it on time.. cos it's the peak season of mother's day... argh!! i shud have ask them if they can do it for me cos it's act my mother's day cake.. not like cake for party or sth... arr!! aiya... nevermind la.. leave the nicer cake for my dearest papa looo.. cos u noe... he might 'makan cuka' (be jealous) cos we gave mum such a nice gift..

oh well, since we r in west mall, we ate in west mall lorrr... burger king for dinner ler... cos no money!! and then i even ate ice cream... haha.. too hungry.. cos use too much energy today... for today, just for today, dun care if i gain a lil' fat la.. ahha.. .just wanna make myself happy.. haha... but the ice-cream, the macha ice cream was seriously toooooooooo big... but thank god it's natural.. less fattening... haha....

erm.. i shudn't tok too much.. i still have exams ok!!!! chem paper 3! organic and analytical.. okok... get back to study... gambade!!!!