Tuesdays r sooooooo busy...

1stly.. thx to the lovely so lovely fire alarm at 1am last night... i woke up at 8.10am dis morning! omg! my lesson is at 9am! my lecture on feminist philosophy.. oh yes.. i din eat breakfast.. i rush as fast as i could.. brush teeth, wash my face, get dressed, pack stuff (ops.. last min) n rush to the hopper bus station at like nearly 8.30... omg!! the longest queue ever.. so many ppl queueing for the bus!!! ok... deep inside my heart.. i prayed for a dbl decker hopper bus.. n thank god.. i was lucky! so.... looking at ppl getting on the bus.. i wonder if i am lucky enuf to get on dat bus as well... oh yes.. thank god again.. i got on the bus.. sitting at the upper deck.. yeah! then i looked down at the queue from the window.. n saw poor Rosalind queueing outside.. she could not get on the bus! later, i found out she woke up 10 mins later than me... told u! it's dat fire alarm! i heard there were 24 last yr! OMG! i hope dis yr will b a totally diff case... a senior.. also from msia told me abt it.. but she said dat dis yr's freshers r more well-b'haved.. so i hope she is right..

ok.. moving on...

我很久没打华文了……hehe.. random..ok..so.. 上到巴士上，发现自己忘了带 italian text book 和 line paper..真的有够猪头。所以，上完了 feminist philosophy 以后，只得赶快搭hopper bus 回 JC... 天啊！

午餐，和arlina约好了在 PB foodcourt 吃。然后，在赶着去上1小时的cognitive psychology..抄notes抄到手断了。幸好下一次的课不再是这位lectural了。

然后可以休息一小时。。

然后，上3点钟的statistical methods，最闷的课。我好想睡。。。

又是一个钟头的休息，但是我和coursemate去了library。。晃了半个小时后，又去上italian。过后，赶着去搭hopper bus回去吃晚餐。吃饱了，又要准备去8.45pm的芭蕾舞课。由于6点钟过后的hopper bus只有在半个小时才来一辆，所以只得乘搭8.15pm的车。

到了那里，A23的课室里还有beginner level 的学生。突然，我跳舞的感觉回来了。听着所谓芭蕾舞的音乐，开始陶醉其中，虽然只是beginners的。陆陆续续来了很多外国人，看着每一个不一样的脸孔，却好像都同样显露出芭蕾舞者的自信，我顿时感觉自己的渺小。

进入课室，很多人都换上了leotard 和 ballet shoe, 几乎没有人像我那样，连基本的舞鞋也没有，虽然确实是有一位。不过，话说回来，我确实有点紧张。因为，毕竟我没有跳芭蕾舞2年了。

开始的bar work真的算ok了，虽然，我还是不是很能跟得上。舞蹈老师教得好快。可是，center 的choreography才是真正的问题。由于我上一堂课并没有出席，所以前面的部分都没学会。老师先教了新的部分，同样的，教得超级快。还好，一位好心的同学，告诉老师后面的学生看不到，所以，我竟然变成first row了，which is a good thing。当下，跳得不好也许是其次了。我只想学会那些steps。我就这样，死命跟啊跟。到最后，抓住了某些step，但是，很肯定的，下星期又会忘了。

I realise, my ballet has truly deteriorated greatly.. wat can i do? i cant do anything.. my life for the pass 10 yrs were filled with ballet...but 2 yrs ago.. i suddenly left the 'ballet slot' blank..it's my fault.. otherwise.. i would imagine myself being able to do pointe work.. more or less without effort...

i will try to catch up.. no matter in ballet or psychology.. i hvt done much reading yet.. n dis is a totally new subject for me..

dat's it.. it's time i stop msn-ing every night.. it's time i get myself organised.. it's time i get serious with my life here.. it's time to get real.. n Week 3 will be the time to get started..