Tuesday, November 29

tuesdays -- big decisions in life

days in nottingham r becoming more hectic.. work is piling up.. essays and reports.. n u r still suppose to spend time doing the supposedly essential readings.. i seriously hv done none.. n up till today.. i hv becoming 'immune'.. as in so use to not doing any reading before lectures and after lectures..

lectures.. they r the most boring things in life.. ok.. actually.. depends on the topic, how well you sleep the night before, what time in the day was it, what did you eat before you enter the lecture hall, who is the lecturer so on and so forth. sadly to say.. most of the lectures.. i hardly stay awake throughout.. i either just dream away or unawarely closed my eyes... i was so proud for actually staying awake for most the lectures on friday.. that was a miracle.. but today.. the ever-so-tired tuesdays.. i am always trying so hard to open my eyes and my ears.. n after italian cls... i always have to pray that the hopper bus will be on time.. so that i won't have to wait in the cold and eat alone at dinner time... ( most of my friends eat at 6pm-ish)

n after all that.. i will go back to my room.. n start thinking... should i go to ballet cls today..
ok.. i love dancing.. but the thing is.. after staying in uni park from 9 to 6.. do u stil wan to go back there? imagine taking the trouble to take the hopper bus.. i have to take 8.15pm bus for 8.45pm cls.. n i might only be back at like 10.15pm.. n after shower i will go to bed.. i feel my tuesdays are always wasted away..

1stly.. i cant concentrate during lectures.. 2ndly.. the 1hrss break in between lectures are seldom used wisely... i mean.. u can't.. cos u wan to rest and u just wan to make urself awake for the next lecture and chat with ur frens.. haihz.. i hope i had a better time table..

i hv a lab report due on thursday.. if i officially start tmr.. i might not have enuf time doing.. but does not going to ballet cls means i will actually work? hmm.. i wonder..

ok.. ppl who are reading this blog might hv already stopped reading it up till this point.. cos it's boring.. i noe.. ok.. i hd better shut up n just live on with my life n stop complaining..

5 comments:

kath said...

u never look like u'r dreaming though (or am i just too busy snoozing myself to notice that u've spaced out? XD)

i get what u mean. but my decision (going to prayer night) is easier to make cuz God > lots of other things.

i wouldn't say the breaks aren't used wisely. it's not our fault that everything's so dispersed on campus and we spend half the break walking.

it's 1830 and my lab report's 99% INcomplete. no worries shean, no worries =].

evermagic~* said...

think of the bright side. we going 'hang kai kai' on Saturday. Cheer up! :)

shean said...

hahaha! i think the ballet cls was csncelled again.. thk god i din go...

weister said...

haihhh... is uni dat bc... ew i hate uni then... hey i think im going 2 harvard... coz uk is 'not as good 4 my health' according 2 tan mummy's astrology

shean said...

U R GOING TO HARVARD! WAT THE!

BTW. if u r interested in doing MUSIC for uni, nottingham is the best! in all UK.. 1st place ok! better than oxford and cambridge!