舞·dance~*

haven't blogged for a while.. since the recent teppanyaki incident..haha..

today..just feel like blogging abt.. DANCE.

today, hd the last official dance lesson before the performance.. things felt so messed up..

initially, i really hated the fact that the teacher wasnt good enuf in teaching us the steps n placing us in the correct position. ok.. yea, maybe he is busy.. but after today.. there seem to be more than that..

he tried hard. he did. but i dunno y some ppl just cant listen... they want to sort of dominate the situation.. as if they r now the choreographer. ok. maybe, they r really trying to help. n ok, maybe they did help somehow.. it's stupid.. y am i bitching abt other ppl.. anyway.. i just need to say dis..ok.. i understand y she needs to tell the instructor that she is offstage. dat is fine. but then, she tries to tell ppl how to do dis do dat.. ok.. communication with partner. yes. but then, i just feel it's a bit over. i pity the instructor at times. i dunno. maybe dat is how dance is taught here. they communicate instead of merely listening n follow instructions.

i really miss those days. those days in secondary school when we as a group, dance as one. we move together, side by side, same pace, same inner emotion, same expression, same enthusiasm, same passion.. even though there r variation in our dance moves, but overall, we r a whole. that feeling is so cool, n i am so sure i will nv ever experience dat again. we practise a roughly 3-4 minute dance for months. from scratch, where we all come from diff dancing background, diff abiilities, and finally, we all come as one.

舞蹈，是一种力量。可是，是需要栽培的力量。需要一支舞的所有舞蹈员，一起努力找寻，一起努力耕耘。从零开始，摸索着，揣摩着，寻找着，一种默契，一种信念。

sigh.. i cant help, but to think of the past, again. n everytime i think of the past, i cant help but to rmb the tragedy of Gatsby and of Etsuko...

okie.. enuf of sentimental moments...

i just hope the dance will turn out ok. i hope i will perform ok too.. at least, i need to get all the moves stamped in my head. i hope we can somehow, look like we r one.. somehow..

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next yr, i am thinking of doing a lot of things, but not sure if i hv the time. hoping to choreograph one dance for the dance show next yr, n maybe join the ballet part, n not the contemporary part. hoping to participate in msian nite, but it is likely dat both show will happen once again on the same week.. i hope not. well, just c how it goes. all dat i noe, now, is dat dancing is still part of life, after all.