the art of bull.ness.

the BULL shit that i have to finish
it's torturing, BULLying
often do i
feel like the BULL in the espanol
frantically 橫衝直撞 just to fight that person dat u will never win anyway
你永遠不會勝過對方的戰爭
因為真正的敵人
是那頭蠻牛
是那頭不講道理不問原由不管三七二十一
stubborn 硬頸 執著



給我
一罐
蠻牛

也許我是需要的

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突然好想讀 journalism
好想把自己陷進妙想天開的國度
遠離那些 因為 empirical evidence 而存在的領域

那是.... 藉口吧
翩翩地
飄飄地
因為自己的飄渺
所以決定坦誠相對 去面對
真正 會讓我
快活
快樂過活 的生活模式
更接進記憶庫裡那塊
熟悉的消遣

抑或是
我一直在消遣自己？
怪有趣的.....

快速尋找屬于我的生活
那是快活的最低要求
也是快活僅有的意義

***

夢夠了沒
醒醒吧
那蠻牛精神何去何從？
has it gone flushing down the toilet bowl
or is it hiding in the fridge --> in the redbull?

***

很無聊 ho~
這就是本尊此時此刻的
心情寫照
captured emotion
at a glance.

***

...or sing. sing a sing, make it simple, to last a whole night long.
how simple. if life is abt singing, blogging. how unchallenging.

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很多時候覺得自己沒什麼用 小學年年名烈前茅 中學so-so啦 還有第一第二班可以呆一下 大學嘛 簡直被埋在人才擁擠的人海中.....

***

in conclusion to the above paragraphs of coherent and at the same time incoherent thoughts, i proposed the bullness shall commence tmr.
rmb dat spanish bullfight?
no matter the end results, 撞死先算。

***
off to the dreamland. where i always vaguely dream abt smth and always manage to forget them when i wake up the next day. my brilliant brain. how i love it.

關於....

travel with ur heart.

actually, i really hate my blog title. becos it totally spells out what i m made out of and only made out of. i only noe how to learn things when i feel it with my heart and that does not always happen. i can nod my head but not nod my heart.

***

and tonite. i travelled the 2-hr journey completely with my heart. and dat made me feel good and bad. good becos i feel comfortable following the emotional flow and bad becos i got stuck. STUCK.


我為亦先生默哀一分鐘



















聰明一生，糊塗一時。那就夠了吧。
所以我還是甘做一個平凡的女人。

無情。
世上沒有人是無情地。
在於
何時展露頭緒




代價
付出的遠比沒有之前
來得痛苦


一念之間



慾念 慾望
一切的 慾
過了頭
等待你的只有失去


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dun think i can articulate my thoughts further. just, let them be.
2352
the new train shall depart.. again.

d;iv*de/d $3|F.

it's time to get back on the marathon

it's still a long way. i noe.

but 2 1/2 passed by so quickly, and the 1/2 left is not the time to stop and look at an interesting tree at the road side or sit down at the bench and stare at the sun.......

i shud just keep on walking and running and sprinting..

ahead right ahead. look back to correct yourself but not to indulge yourself in the past.

but before dat....

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彷彿失去聯絡了 我的朋友
一直任為 你是唯一那位
不離不棄的 最佳安慰
陪同我回味那些事過境遷
帶領我走入更多未知的精彩

抱歉 我偶爾 習慣你 太多
可 慶幸有你愛我我才
記得在那每每 夕陽無限好之後
我依然有 我依戀 我眷戀的 靠岸

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okokokok.. END.

u aaa.. just cant stop blogging abt some random shit come on la.. wat time liao..9.42 u shud freakin work and stop getting stuck on blogging addicted to singing.............yoooooooooooooooooorrr!

post-exam. ?

sooooo

wat's next?

come on

it's really not the best time to get demotivated right now so pick up yourself and get on with it or else whatever you have been doing for the past few weeks will just go down the drain

pre-exams part 2.

the psychological indigestion as far as the food of mind is concerned. this means
too much food to digest yet still a lot of food left. and it also means
to choose what to eat: what to digest fully, what to just eat and not feel the taste and texture.

and the correlated event are as follows:
the physically inexpressiveness
due to the enduring hours of being in a fixed position. in addition
the immobility of staying put
in the stale space and fast-moving tick-tocking of an invisible power.
consuming the body gruesomely
diminishing the muscles and building upon the wrong part to deposit extra amount of stuff due to the consequences mentioned in the last post.

the imbalance of the body and mind.
the integration of the vulnerable shell and the immortal spirit.

關於考試

the consequences of exams:

physiologically fattening and psychologically slimming.

daan's place

cafe is daan's place. no place beats a cafe.

where there is a cafe, there is a progress.

cafe is therefore the place to be.

y the hell no public transport on new year's day.

delaying my usual progress.

if it's not for new year's day, i will just be totally upset.




tmr, double progress, needed. keep ur promise.