oh great! i typed so much juz now n all lost.. hv to start over again...

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monday:nth much to do... so just dilly dally here n there.. went alone to take the hopper bus.. but then luckily bumped into some msian frens in Portland Building... so i grab a sandwich n head off with them to the Freshers' Fayre in Sports Centre.. then, signed up for MSS ( msian n sg soc), din c NMS (nottingham msian soc)... after dat oni found out it's just next to it.. *pengzz* of coz, signed up for Dance Soc, but regreted a bit cos exx nya..! 5 pounds for membership summore need to pay for each lesson. for members each lesson 2 pounds, non-members 3 pounds.. but nvm la.. since i like dancing so much! but clses all late in the evening.. means i hv to go back jubilee to makan 1st, then go back to main campus to attend lessons.. wat the heck?!

then... after dat.. go back jubilee liao loo... waited bus for soooo long... from waiting till reaching.. took like 2 hrs! cos too many ppl..! but hopefully when term starts, things will get better.

tuesday:

oh well.. the most zd day ever! 1stly.. found out dat i miss a tok on monday.. a Psychology welcome tok. so.. hv to go meet tutor.. went there early in the morning.. but she not there.. so 10pm go to register with the university 1st. went along with a few fellow course mates.. all from hk one, coincidently.

for the 1sr yr, i need to sign up for additional modules to add 40 credits to make up the 120 credits required. so.. i hd to start thinking of courses to take....

my fren wanna go to Sutton Bonnington Campus to take the course.. so.. went wif her

...oh yeah... we went on the highway.. out of the highway..then i realise.. along the roads r fields.. then i realise.. wait a minute, i think i pass by here b4! oh yeah.. when my dad was driving us towards birmingham. *pengzz*

finally reached the rural sutton bonnington campus.. follow the crowd as we dunno our way..went into a seminar.. ppl around r carrying their bioscience handbook.. we r shocked! we tot we were in the wrong place! we were so lost! in the end, we concluded dat.. maybe dis is just not the right way to sign up for a course! so... we went back.........

i luv the bus.. the Shuttle bus is so not frequent...... we waited for nearly an hour for the next bus........................................

ok.. back at uni campus.. had to rush back to jubilee for dinner liao... again.. stuck in traffic.. stupid! dat day = official bus travel day

wednesday = windy windy windy.argh.

morning was like sooooo sunny.. i even decided to wear sen screen...who noes..

the wind was so strong in the afternoon.. n i hd to walk to Queen's Medical Centre to sign up for course.. who noes.. the course convenor is not there...

fine.. i just go back...

decided to sign up for 2 philosophy modules... so went back to Trent Building..

n the wind is still blowing... very hard...

in the end.. i eventually signed up all my modules in there..

i also took Italian... cos French does not fit into my timeslots..

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half way thru, n i'm tired liao.. n the campus night enternainment here is like clubbing n partying.. wat the... oh well.. who ask dis UK so popular with pubs?

nv joined any night events b4..actually i did.. dat one is just hot chocolate session... n i already couldn't stand it.. cos too smoky.. ppl smoke indoor.. wat the.........

my fren is asking me to go for one this fri.. i am ok with the loud music i guess.. but definitely not the damn smoke! i hate smoke!

oh well.. just c how it goes....

oh my god.. i hvnt update dis for ages...dis will be a very long post.. really really long.. but shssss... i'm in the uni campus now! n the internet is juz suppose to b for emails... haha...okok

these days in UK... mum is still like hunting for bookstores.. like she did in US.. oh no! but thank goodness she did not find many books abt astrology here.... otherwise.. her luggage will be soooooooo heavy again...

there's dis royal mail truck dat i keep c-ing in UK.... reminds me of.. a cartoon called the postman...

hmm.... i tot i hv many things to say... ohyeah... we've been to 2 beauty expo... it became really boring after awhile... cos dad is like searching for products... i am more interesting in the nails stuff... but they r all too pro for me...

we've been searching for restaurants in nottingham... many introduced by the guide book were good... but there's one chinse restaurant dat we took a long time to find... but the food was good, luckily.

dad was anxious to look around places around nottingham.. so in the end, we've been drving to derbyshire, leicestershire, burmingham, sheffield, mansfield.. etc... n for sum reason... i always fall asleep in the car while mum is bc being the navigator holding the map... n dad is bc driving...haha...

ok..dat's it... i'm getting worried dat the person will cut me off.. for doing sth else...

老朋友聚会，短暂。

just came back from outing with frens.. ops~ 应该写华语的…… 因为，有一个人说我每次写英文喔~ 哈哈……

今天，和琬琪，诗琪，琬啾见面，在KLCC。好久没见了咯~ 很开心！我们本来说好要看戏，结果，都没看。在madam kwan's 那吃午餐，吃的很饱。然后那个茹琬琪最后来的却死命说话，哈哈。她们都说我话很少，哈，不知道怎么回答。

after dat, i saw Le Suen in Kino~ OMG~! such a coincidence.. she said dat she is living juz opposite KLCC!! wau~ she was like.."r u here to buy pens too?"... haha...

可惜时间过得很快，好像才见一下子而已。拍了些照片留念。至于那些照片，现在还未能刊登于此，那个cable不在这里。

明天和琬啾再约去redbox。最喜欢唱歌了。期待。

很奇怪，每次见完朋友之后，心里面，总是有那么一点点的落寞。好像上一秒的快乐，马上被突然的曲终人散，掩盖住了。回到家，就像重新回到了空虚的世界一样。在家里徘徊也不是，收拾东西也不知该从哪里开始。也许，想带走的太多，后来却发觉，必须留下来的，更多。

突然之间，想进入一个虚拟的空间。就像看书。现在才发觉，为什么自己那么喜欢藤井树。今天，终于都让我找到了《听笨金鱼唱歌》，在KLCC的Kino。（Steph! 可以借给你了！:P) 终于，家里的藤井树系列，应该算完整了。

吃饭时间了。其实，现在还不饿。不过，还是陪陪老人家喝点汤吧。

a few more days left, n i will be leaving for U.K.

还有不到一个星期的时间。离开是新的开始，全新的开始，可能是生命中重要的转折点。

i din really feel the excitement, the anxiety nor the scariness.

直到，直到昨天，星期日，去了一趟briefing.

it was a pre-departure briefing, n also abt meeting msian undergrates n seniors.

我遇见了两位中华生。也许是巧合。但她们是交换学生，exchange students，好像是去一年而已。

dun feel like packing, even though i really shud. i feel like doing things that i want to do 1st.

看了《Because of You》，还没看完，却足以影响我。做了想做的，就应做该做的。

but i haven't finish printing memories of msia in my mind, the images r not enuf, yet.

没想到，我脑袋的容量，比我想象中大很多。

i need more. taste, sound, weather, images, friends, life.

我想烙印在脑海中的事物，我不想让味蕾忘掉的食物。 脑子可以装很多，却可能很快被打入冷宫。

tmr meeting old school frens, yet time is short. busy schedules do clashes: exams, work, etc.

但，我们珍惜，我们了解，我们心里有数。见面是仪式而已，友情不会被现实控制的。

because if frenship is true, if frenship is from the heart, it will remain unbreakable.

也许会冷淡，但是一旦在未来的日子有交集，友情会从停掉的地方延续，而不是重头开始。

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什么是幸福？

幸福是：听着代表你心情的音乐，喝着代表你心情的饮料。

幸福是：曾经拥有一段值得回忆的过去。

幸福是：懂得笑的美丽。

幸福是：你心情很轻松的时候，不由自由地笑的时候。

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