yaam kopi, seik roti!

yaam kopi, seik roti!!! 饮 kopi, 吃 roti!!!

aaa.. guess wat! i did dis in Junipers! in Nottingham!! in freakin' UK!!!

hmm.. oookk. i m more like freakin' out than being happy.. hahaha.. but i m happy! i m HYPER!

caption: ipoh white coffee, one steamed n one toasted wholemeal bread with oliveoil spread n kaya, half-boiled egg but not too successful due to egg taken directly from fridge.

How to prepare traditional M'sian/Sg'porean breakfast:
1) Boil some water. Put room temperature egg(s) into the hot water. Put it on low fire/just off
the stove.
2) Steam/Toast your choice of bread.
(i) for steamed bread: apply butter/marjarine and kaya on your bread before steaming.
(ii) for toasted bread: apply afterwards.
2) Make yourself a cup of Milo/local black coffee/Ipoh white coffee/teh ( milk tea).

How to eat:
1) Serve half boiled egg in small bowl. Add soya sauce and pepper powder.
2) Dip bread into egg mixture/coffee.
3) Feel the goodness of scrumptuous breakfast.



p/s: the kaya could be smoother by using coconut milk instead of creamed coconut + AIR. could add more GULA to make it more MANIS.

p/s (ii): AIR = water; GULA = sugar; MANIS = sweet.

MUAHAHA. today is such a nice day, n it is just the beginning of it. :) no more daylight saving time, but an xtra hr wont make the winter longer if everyday is going to be this good!

randomising life

i m beginning to accept the fact that i m not a professionalist.

being a generalist means, u r interested in many things, but might not become an expert in it. hmm. dat's really true of me. but i use to hate it, hence not accepting it.

i like almost every lecture now. i like walking on the street, alone or with a fren or with a bunch of frens. i like cooking 2gether with flatmates. i enjoy beeston shopping days. i dun hate cleaning my room/bathroom. i dun hate washing up. i like my room though still hs room for improvement.

hmm. maybe it's just cos i m not really really doing much work yet. when pressure piles up on me, i m surely going to hate the whole world again. it's just a matter of emotions n perceptions. everything in the world is just so.. psychologically related. :)

though haven't been sitting down and thinking of 'what should i be when i grow up' kinda question, but sometimes in the middle of resting, walking, dreaming or wtv, it just crosses my mind dat, if i do this do dat, my life will be so fun. but in reality, there is still many things to learn to cope with to think of to consider... i m still acting like a child idealising my future. but in the same time, i feel i m growing up, mentally as well.

life is just so.. ironic; so unexpected yet so predictable, so beautiful yet so ugly, so intriguing yet so dull, so fast yet so slow, so simple yet so complicated...

***

i dunno wat am i drawing on to.. but for now, i m content, with wat i hv and wat i hd. to think abt the past n to regret it is the stupidest thing to do but we never will be able to resolve this mindset of ours. learning from mistake is so simple a theory yet so hard to practicalise it.

y m i so philosphical all of a sudden.

i think i need some yoga.

signing off in 5 seconds, 4, 3, 2, 1.












inspired by: a random self.

confession

time to confess...

i) i am hooked to biscuits again! digestives is currently my favourite. there r many ways to eat it. here are some of my suggestion:

a) eat it on its own
b) dip it into a cup of milk

ii) i do not want to read!!!!!! reading is dead boring!!! i can't be bored out before exams arrive!!

iii) i should not crave for starbucks hot chocolate or caffe nero's caramel latte. but i am.







oohhhmyygoddd. can we hv the ktv session...now?!?!

@ notts...

i m mentally n physically tired now actually.. but not in the mood to sleep? so i decided to visit an old fren tonite, and continue my journey with my inner soul - travelling with my heart.

i can't remember how i came up with this name actually.. it was so long time ago. it was when i was still in singapore, feeling so lost and sad and lonely. i had to blog so much during those days.. no actually. those days i wrote diaries.. not anymore now. bcos i blog. but blogging seems so.. so not personal. maybe dat's y i hv 2 blogs. those random poem-like stuff just keep from revealing too much, yet saying out wat i wanted to say. ha.

speaking of poems, i came across this competition thingie in SinChew just rite b4 i arrived in UK. should i say it's such a coincidence dat i saw it? yea.. cos i never read SinChew, as at home we always order for NanYang. oh, for those who r lost, these two seemingly alien names are names of newspaper in M'sia.

and so..

i really wanted to join this competition. i want to send it my poem-like stuff. too bad i can't just pick up one from my blog. bcos they cant be published anywhere (yes, including websites) before. n this totally suck. cos, i can't seem to produce better 'production' nowadays. cos the sensitve-self inside me hasn't been showing up lately, which is actually quite good.

oh well, just c how it goes. it's due 31st dec 2006 anyway.

n now, still collecting.. info, feelings, inspiration, or wtv u call dat stuff.

***

oh yes. i hvt been toking much abt my life lately. the story is just gonna keep going, but wat is most important is, i m enjoying it a lot.

ok. here's goes. just a sip of it.

jordan's cereal; mooncakesss; steamed egg; key lime pie; kitchen cum study area; ABC soup; laundry lines; beeston visits; ktv-discussion; digestives; friday-off; ipenny; qinqin; walking; frozen banana; squashed apple + juice; shoe rack to buy or not to buy..........

ok. this is one big sip. n now, time for beddy.

我要加油！

心口仿佛被什么压住了
吐气的次数比吸气还要多
可除了这样做
世界上好像没有其他的办法了
除非
自己先决定放弃自己

可能
这就是压力吧
我内心所期盼的自己
往往比真正的自己还要差很多
就因为这样
觉得自己永远比不上优越人士
我活在自己的高山上
可是却害自己缺氧
别人往高处爬的时候
我也想
可是别人的氧气存量好像多到
一个无穷大的喜马拉雅山都装不完
而自己
依靠这仅存的少许不纯净的氧气
默默生活在甚少有人路过的山崖边
冷嗖的风 没有人气为我加温
暴风雪之际 危机频临却缺乏扭转乾坤的力量
时机来不及成熟 就已经化为乌有

眼高手低
别人眼中的我 也许不及自己想象中的十分之一
为何如此在意
逻辑学上确实无意义
社会学上却是充满无限动力与魔力

那么 自己眼中的自己呢？

10匹阿姆
我的房间就像第一天搬进来时一样乱
就连这种小事都做不好的自己
就甭想读好书找一份工作升职加薪…