too much.. way tooo much!

someone...SOMEONE...

throw away all the snacks at home ppplllleeaaassssee......

a week off... and now back to reality!

how far will destiny take you to, is not the only question i m concerned with right now.

so i dun care if my destiny is a trap door or a dead-end or a new path to a new beginning, i just need all the will power i ever need to concentrate and become bombastically commited to work like a cow.

C.O.W.

aaaaa



who took away my motivation my determination my strength my will power

OKKKK

tmr tmr tmr.. wake up at 6am work till 6pm

YES EVERY SINGLE DAY, I SHALL.




marathon has just begun.
it shan't end till 11.1
stamina building has been done
and after the long-awaited rest
i shall get back into my track suits
and get ready for the real challenge towards the interim finishing line
before i deserve the next break

moderation

holiday, erm, i mean study leave is here to stay. for good.

so where is christmas going to bring me to this year? not too sure yet.



all i noe is, currently i m in a moderate mode. moderate is when

u r not preoccupied with anything but at the same time occupied with something;
not taking things too seriously - not in moods of, "i dont want to work..." or "oh gosh i have to work!!!!!";
not in an especially sad/emo or happy/hyper mood;
not in desperation of.. pretty much anything;

and above all... what i really mean by moderation is,
the feeling of content.
and i have been like that, for the whole day.
seize the day, or the night till the end, i shall.
it's not like that everyday u noe.

maybe, a good breakfast helped a lot;
maybe, accomplishing the littlest thing of showing ur concern to others, helped as well;
maybe, seeing people that u hvt seen for a long time, helped too;
maybe, being at the right place at the right time, with a partial planning towards it, helped all the same;

yeap. that's all with update.

such a rational/lack of extremity post update. so un me but yet so me. ^^

WAIT. .. .....

anticipating for the realisation of error is just driving my nerves all over the place and then not returning the firing neurons into the correct place and causing many imbalance in the neurotransmitter and the post and pre synaptic clefts are going wild too.

de-tragedised, the great, gatsby.

no i m not going to fail my expectation;

this is just the beginning;

the old chinese proverb, i shall now announce, will not apply to my current situation;

there is no way one could succeed without having to fall down, a few times, in a row;

rmb the story of the bulb and the inventor;

think about moving forward;

positivism and optimism is the way to go;

boats rowing against the current, but i shall not borne back ceaselessly into the past. 

未完成

一號接近尾聲，可堆上來要做的事情好像，有增無剪。

2007年最後一個月的起端，見到了一位久違的舊同學。真開心。想一想，那些曾經一起追夢的歲月，都似乎隨著接觸現實殘酷的爪而逐漸引退。然而，為了夢想，我們還是願意堅持，直到自己不再擁抱那股熱誠為止。

夢想，之浩大之可塑性之浪漫之瘋狂，使得我們經常為之懷舊放縱硬硬來。

那是，少年時的瘋狂往事。
而我，想要大膽的，重踏那段，未完成。