moderation

holiday, erm, i mean study leave is here to stay. for good.

so where is christmas going to bring me to this year? not too sure yet.



all i noe is, currently i m in a moderate mode. moderate is when

u r not preoccupied with anything but at the same time occupied with something;
not taking things too seriously - not in moods of, "i dont want to work..." or "oh gosh i have to work!!!!!";
not in an especially sad/emo or happy/hyper mood;
not in desperation of.. pretty much anything;

and above all... what i really mean by moderation is,
the feeling of content.
and i have been like that, for the whole day.
seize the day, or the night till the end, i shall.
it's not like that everyday u noe.

maybe, a good breakfast helped a lot;
maybe, accomplishing the littlest thing of showing ur concern to others, helped as well;
maybe, seeing people that u hvt seen for a long time, helped too;
maybe, being at the right place at the right time, with a partial planning towards it, helped all the same;

yeap. that's all with update.

such a rational/lack of extremity post update. so un me but yet so me. ^^