看了《猫空爱情故事》以后,我的灵感与触觉,归还到来了。
我就是这样,需要一些不经意的激荡,才能再一次引领我,回到我迷糊的诗境里。
这样是好,还是不好,没有人能说准,我也不想加以分析。
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离台湾之行还剩下4 天的时间。我是该开始收拾了;收拾衣服,也收拾心情。
衣服,樱怡刚刚还问我,要带些什么衣服。不然咧?若你想带冬衣,我可是准备好相机,随时拍下6月天穿上冬衣的你的。哈哈。开个玩笑。
说到衣服,除了拥有住惯了全年365天都是大热天的优势,既是说衣服不必特别准备,其实,还有许多用品是需要买的。
好比说,遮阳用的太阳帽,太阳眼镜有了一副,还有最重要不过的太阳油。没有了它,谁能保证我凯旋回来的时候,还会不会是大家认识的陈芝璇。还有,为了避免老了的时候,少出没一些可恶的斑,我还是小心使得万年船。
至于后续的必备品,大可下删一百字,反正也许也没有人愿意听我在这里自言自语。
心情嘛,应该开始收集旅行前的期待与向往,还有一定得添加“在没有大人的陪同下,与好朋友结伴同游”的快感才行。
嗯,那又要如何建立这样的感觉呢?
这,简单得比吃饭还容易。
明天开始收拾不就是了嘛。
啰嗦。
很期待去台湾。尤其是最后几天的台北之行!自己寻找可口的道地美食,再到钱柜或好乐迪唱歌,逛夜市,血拼,到周董的店,西门町。。。哇!太爽了! 不,爽还是不足以形容那一种还未成形的情绪。那,要用什么来形容呢?屌!对了!
过了几秒钟。。
脑袋一片空白。
待台湾之行回来之后,璇风要开始写作了。这一次,不再写爱情诗。这一次,想写小说。只是在想,写了,也只有自己看,没意思。算了吧。不然这么样呢?
若任何人,如果有人的话,对璇风即将写作的小说感兴趣,请在六月中到六月尾开始,浏览 www.tzeshean.blogspot.com 。现在去也行,但你只会看到一些,我重看以后想呕吐的作品。所以,也许接下来的小说,就不要抱太大的希望了。那也只会是,璇风纯粹的构画,自然流露的血淋淋之作。
看来,我还需要一些文学营养来激荡我。外加一些旅游心得,也许这样,各位的眼睛在看完那未成形的小说,会比较值回电话费,外加买时间的臭钱。
Tuesday, May 31
看了《猫空爱情故事》后。。
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Monday, May 30
stupid 金曲奖,wat result was that? the oni results dat i am happy with are FIR winning the new artist award and 动力火车 winning 重唱组合。 haihz... and the 女演唱人!stefanie win liao... act is ok... she is good.. but i wan Fish to win... haihz.. 算了吧。明年再接再厉。
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so sien....这几天也不知道自己再干嘛,因为真的没有再干嘛。不能这样下去了。明天开始,应该要做点什么才行。
明天,照样睡到自然醒。*爽* 然后,吃早餐看报纸。然后呢,看书,看电视。哎呀!这么还是这样无聊呢?无聊到我现在都不想再blog下去了。又没钱出街。 算了,我现在无聊透顶。就此搁笔。
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Saturday, May 21
tired~
现在的我,只能用一个字形容,累。
连续血拼了两天,本来脚不是很累,但是,重重的包包,压在大腿上近两小时,大腿现在隐隐作痛。都怪我看电影时,不会把包包放在旁边。
刚从West Mall回来,吃了Balithai后,去看了Star Wars:Return of the Sith。
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YeAh~~!! i bought my prom dress already~ i bought it yesterday actually... it's black... but the design is nice.. it's quite high cut on one leg... then diagonally down the other side...
and today.. bought a shoe to match... my mum said it would match perfectly.. but i dunno la~ haha... hope she is rite.. since she is kinda experienced..
hopefully tmr can buy accessories and stuff... but too bad my mum say no ear-piercing 1st.. she say it will be infected? argh~~ i bet this excuse will continue until dunno when... hope not!
anyways, of course we (mum and me) did not just go shopping for the prom dress.. we bought other stuff as well~~ haha.. went shopping for clothes yesterday.. and today.. OMG.. was the 'shoe-shopping' day... we bought so many shoes~ for 3 of us~~ but i am happy.. at least found shoes for my size!!
ok.. i have to go bathe~ so late already..
need to rest for tmr's shopping again..
休息,是为了走更长远的路。:P
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Tuesday, May 17
考完試了,終于可以松一口氣了。也是時候,將自己久經放一旁的靈感泉源,重新的再找回來。
今天考完試以後,還真的很無聊呢。自己獨自走出,可能從此以後都不會再走的路 —— 學校到路口的那一段路,去搭很久未到過了的巴士。以前,總是以“累”以及“浪費時間”為藉口,但是如今,我的時間多的是呢。搭巴士到了clementi 站,再轉搭mrt.... 本來是想說,一直搭到文萊那一帶的,結果,不小心,在裕廊西下車了。然後,只好搭巴士,前往在文萊的裕廊坊購物中心。信不信,我真地從巴士終站,一直坐車 坐到另外一個站。還好,這一路走來,有我的音樂伴侶陪伴我,否則,大概中途下站了吧。堅持坐車,到了目的地,其一原因,也是爲了省錢。
到了那裏,隨處逛逛,買了一條休閒短褲,然後就回家吃午飯去了。
無奈,本來啊,在考完試之際,我還真的真的很想沖到卡拉OK去大唱特唱,結果,竟然找不到半個人,只好取消念頭了。嗯,其實也好啦,又可以替媽媽省錢。(因爲手上的錢,不能算是我的零用錢)可是!等媽星期四回來之後,周末可是沒有藉口不去了咯~
哈哈。。可能真的沒有人會像我那樣瘋狂吧。
我會為唱歌瘋狂,會為不能去看一場舞蹈演出感到遺憾。就好比說,最近將會來到新加坡的英國芭蕾舞團啊,我買不到門票啊,現在還在傷心呢。
說到跳舞,上了大學以後,我一定要在重新踏入舞界,大展拳腳!哈哈。。 講到我好像很厲害似的。兩年了,兩年都沒正式上過舞蹈課,沒正式地在臺上表演跳舞 ,好想念那種感覺。雖然在學校曾經有表演過一兩次,但是,我所說的,是那種練了幾個月的專業舞蹈。
我很想念舞蹈室的味道,縱使可能充滿汗味,可是,我永遠吻到的,是舞者盡情灑脫的味道,是一種只有身歷其境的人,才能體會的抽象的感覺。永遠忘不了的,是芭蕾學院的每一場大型演出,後臺的緊張氣氛,充滿化妝品的空氣,以及永遠少不了的汗味 —— 一種激情揮發出來的力量。
有時候,我實在覺得自己,不是很像曾經是舞者的人。在人與人溝通之間,我總是膽怯的。無法面對人群,卻比較能夠面對觀衆。從遠處表達沉默的身體語言,還是我比較在行的吧。
好了,看來我以後應該再寫一寫有關舞蹈的事情,寫一個專題。
考完試了,感覺不到放鬆的快感,可能是早在考完試之前鬆懈了下來。其實,很多次的考試都是這樣子,從來沒有想象中的爽。
不管了,周末是我瘋狂的好時機,可以盡情唱歌,希望。
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Monday, May 16
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............
楼上的小姐~ 你在干吗?好奇怪的呐喊声。。。
wat u mean? erm.. actually.. it's b'cos i havent finish exam.. yet. one more paper.. o my scream isnt dat powerful yet...
哦,原来如此。。。 那么,你好在这里干嘛呢?不去读书?
going.. after writing this....
祝你好运。。
thx... and btw... i really wanna go ktv go taiwan go shopping go exercising watch tv go to the movies........
考完试先,好吗?
okok.. fine... shall study now...
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Wednesday, May 4
why am i here? because i dun have to look at math for at least 3 mths.... because i have finished chem paper 1 and 2... i dun care if i did badly or ok-ish.. cos i can't change wat has happened anyway... if u dun discussed the exam after dat... u won't feel emotionally involved with wat u have done wrong... dat's wat i call.. the numbness over exams... i think i start to develop such kind of numbness in secondary school.. cos u noe la.. chong hwa ( my sec. sch in msia) is such a test-exam-test-exam school...
tmr is chem paper 3 n eng paper 1... and i am oni starting my study now! i finish exam at like 6pm juz now~~ dying of neckache... seriously... i have to walk with my hidung (nose) in the air... otherwise.... nola.. just exaggerating to show how stiff my neck is now... imagine 3 full hrs of math.. then follow by chem... my god! plus, i had 2 hrs of math yesterday.. and the stiffness has developed since then....
and y am i oni studying now? cos i went to west mall with sis to buy, i mean order mother's day gift.. we ordered a coffee bean cake and a bouquet of flower.. dun get me wrong though.. it's a 3-stalk-bouquet of purple carnation... cos no money ok!? it's SGD25! and the cake! seeing dat it's coffee bean, u noe, it's sum how more 'superior' than others... price wise lar.. SGD45... gosh! half of my allowance is gone~ but well, it's mother's day! and i cant celeb with mum next yr liao!! so....dun mind spending dat $$... we initially wanted to order the 'floral surprise' cake.. which is much prettier... but they say dat the chef might not be able to make it on time.. cos it's the peak season of mother's day... argh!! i shud have ask them if they can do it for me cos it's act my mother's day cake.. not like cake for party or sth... arr!! aiya... nevermind la.. leave the nicer cake for my dearest papa looo.. cos u noe... he might 'makan cuka' (be jealous) cos we gave mum such a nice gift..
oh well, since we r in west mall, we ate in west mall lorrr... burger king for dinner ler... cos no money!! and then i even ate ice cream... haha.. too hungry.. cos use too much energy today... for today, just for today, dun care if i gain a lil' fat la.. ahha.. .just wanna make myself happy.. haha... but the ice-cream, the macha ice cream was seriously toooooooooo big... but thank god it's natural.. less fattening... haha....
erm.. i shudn't tok too much.. i still have exams ok!!!! chem paper 3! organic and analytical.. okok... get back to study... gambade!!!!
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