u noe..it's too late to blog~ no one blogs now.. i believe.. it's in fact 3am~

today.. met cousin mike. went to eat a very full lunch with him n his bro seann... other ppl who joined us include mum, popo and mei. then.. went home..
at nite. went to redbox with them.. 8pm~12am..but not satisfied. so came home and sing with sis... but..she retreated to find master zhou~ 周公la... anyways.. i shud do dat myself after i blog..

sang quite sum canton songs in redbox... cos i worked hard to improve on my pronunciation at home.. so i must sing no matter wat~ haha.. and i am so beginning to like to sing canton songs~ yeah.. was practising juz now.. hav loads of lyrics on my comp now.. for goodness sake~

btw.. my cousin mike speaks weirdly now.. has a mix of china accent in his chinese, and sum british-accented words in his english.. ahah... so rojak~~!

so... back to my topic.. i really need more karaoke~ hoping to get sum in hk.. wanna go try the ktv there.. taiwan one was very good~ enjoyed it a lot..

gonna sing more canton songs in hk.. if possible.. hope the ppl wont laugh at my veli inaccurate canton...

okie.. dats all.. not gonna bother to recheck.. wanna zz.. tmr may eat 'brunch' with mike.. and dad~ and hopefully.. watch Initial D with cousin... though he had watched in already on vcd.. pirated i suppose~ gona force him to watch again` wahaah...

jap namie~

i went to this site today... and got my jap name.. but i think it is a random one...haha..
but anyways.. my jap name is....

My japanese name is 秋本 Akimoto (autumn book) 天音 Amane (sound of heaven).
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haha... not bad.. i have sound of heaven ler.. haha...

tmr going to wake up early.. so 99~

finally.. i better update soon..my sis is grumbling dat i nv update mine..

today.. was planning to go to eat dim sum then go redbox ktv at THE CURVE... but then! my dad.. for some reason, wasn't in the mood to go ktv.. so sad! so.. we went to Janda Baik in the end.. it's a place near genting highland.. so nice~ it's like my dream place to be.. as in.. it's very natural.. away from the dust of big cities.. it really reminds me of pangkor.. my hometown... or more accurately.. my parent's hometown.. i have been nagging to go there.. but nobody seems to want to go there.. haihz... i miss pangkor island~ i miss the beaches, the sea, the 'lai fan', the laksa, the air, the motorcycles.. and i miss family gathering..

by this minute.. i think my counsins r back from sg... and my cousin who is studying in UK shud be back in msia my now.. hope to meet them soon...

sis was saying dat we shud go redbox on tues~~ i agree!! i wanna go! i have been practising my cantonese songs~~

ok.. tok abt friday..

friday.. went out with yuen chee and eeling! so long din c them~ we shop for so long in 1 utama~ and we ate italiannes.. and took many photos.. so happy! and we chat a lot too!! so fun.. i like this kind of meeting... looking fwd to the next one~

saturday...eeling and yuen chee slept over at my place.. so ate brunch at my hse.. then at night, went back to 1 utama to eat! we ate at a very good italian restaurant~ so nice! i like the food!

i am lazy to type now... it's 1.20 am.. i've been sleeping really late these days.. i dun really enjoy sleeping late.. cos i am always awaken by the sunlight.. or by my dreams.. or.. by my restless mind...

i need to start my story-writing soon.. lately.. i felt restless... and i really dunno y...
i dreamt too much abt weird things.. abt memories, fiction-ish things.. abt frens.. abt.. i cant even remember clearly anymore...

going h.k. soon... and then going to u.s. for a mth.. i dun like such arrangements.. i want to spend more time at home.. and meet frens dat i had always wanted to meet.. and stare blankly for as long as i want.. i want to be touched by sentimental songs at nite.. until there's a twitchy feeling in my nose.. and until my eyes becomes watery.. i want to bake cakes and cookies.. i want to eat my favourite hawker food... i want to eat roti canai.. chicken rice.. penang prawn noodle.. 'gon lou' noodle...
i dowan to eat american fast food... or american dinner...

but.. i cant.. time does not allow me to get wat i want...

and soo.... i shall let my dreams to continue to awaken me at 7am... i shall let my tears roll down out of no reason... i shall let my restlessness to continue to burn inside me..

but..

i will not let my inspiration fade away... i shall not control my senses until i feel the numb..

and so..

and so..

let the story continue...

or..

let it begin..

89s的友谊，是最腼腆的。从来不曾述说肉麻的问候，也从不哭泣，从不拥抱。最疯狂的举动，也只不过是以傻傻的兴奋与大笑表示。高亢的情绪落幕以后，我仍旧感受到89s之间的僵持与客气。

直到台湾之旅后。

说长不长，说短不短的台湾之行，令我们之间的友谊得到了提升。我们几乎是一天24个小时都分不开的吃在一起，走在一起，笑在一起，睡在一起。同样的情绪与心情牵引着这份异国情谊，走过了11天的旅程，也同时揭开了89友情中新的一页。然而，上天总是在缔造一份可贵的友谊的同时，安排了分离的一天。于是，就在离开Changi Airport 的那一个晚上，童心为泯的我们心中都已清楚知道，下一次3个同聚一堂的难处。然而，3个人不带一丝伤感的道别了……请说我太感性，但是，友情的难得之处，我不是第一次感受到。

在台北的C.K.S.机场，我写了这段的感言：
“结束了。10~11天的旅程到了尽头，即将与89们告别。往后的日子里，也不知几时有机会见面…… 这次的旅途，学到了什么？也许，就是相处之道吧。在熟悉与陌生之间，依旧没有明确的界线。但是，在这10天里，认识了更多彼此的点滴。
2.05p.m.，坐在开普登咖啡厅，听着信乐团的歌曲，3人各忙各的，悲从中来。也许不是时候，但是迟早的事。不管曾经有多少猜忌，现在已不再重要。无形中，就这样建立起的友情，到了此刻，虽然不至于瓦解，却是即将面临分离。。。

回到新加坡，没了感觉。看了892 感人肺腑的留言，我的心多了酸酸的滋味。人生的路，也许就是这样的吧。有舍才有得，最重要的是，共同历经的青春回忆，将永远烙印心中。纵使这样的旅行，可能是空前绝后的，是仅有的一次，我们也都已经准备了面对的勇气。快乐的回忆，终究是比伤感的离情别绪来得重要。选择保留着愉悦的心情分道扬镳，也许就是我们之间共同建立起的无言的默契。

不去后悔不曾珍惜过什么，却一定要庆幸，自己曾经珍惜了什么。愿与89s共勉之。