it's time

i often feel i m so immature and so ignorant, hence i always want to know more learn more at the shortest time possible.

but sometimes, it's up to time. we mature without noticing.

perhaps, i just need to take things slowly. seriously but calmly, observant and not taking for granted, sensitive but not overly so.

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here i am, thinking about my future in a yr's time.

it's time to act. not just think. i noe i want to make a difference, but too often do i feel timid to do the things that i want to do, i feel as if i do not have the strength and the ability to make an influence.

but i need to have faith.

just like anyone else, u start from a nobody.

i guess i m no exception.


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goodbye to the days where i feel hopeless and useless, now i just to do let myself believe the possibilities of making a small small tiny little difference. and perhaps, these will eventually add up. and who noes, a significant difference (kehem) will eventually emerge.....

i am going to sleep now,
sleeping through the static