just a few minutes to throw my thoughts out there

ok. i have totally no me time. no time to reflect on myself, no time to personalised information that i hv been given, hence in fear that they will disappear.

even if my room looks totally like a war zone, i am just gonna jot down my thoughts for the day or the days that has passed since mid term.

i learn the need to... keep on. to keep moving. to not stop and keep going, as if you know what is coming, and you should. the key is think ahead.

i learnt the need to.. take risk. to move beyond the safe zone that i always always keep myself too. and often way too much. it's not exactly healthy, in terms of progression in technique or personal development in getting to the next level. it also means, to fall and to not be afraid of falling. but falling because u took ur limits to the extreme. to take risk and to know your limits, or to challenge your limits, is essentially to protect yourself. i would want to think that in a context outside dance. and this is really useful.

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my self-reflection time ends here. while i finish drying my hair and fall asleep in my own war with my comfort/war zone.

p.s. perhaps dats y i need to live in a war zone. whaha.