oh great! i typed so much juz now n all lost.. hv to start over again...

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monday:nth much to do... so just dilly dally here n there.. went alone to take the hopper bus.. but then luckily bumped into some msian frens in Portland Building... so i grab a sandwich n head off with them to the Freshers' Fayre in Sports Centre.. then, signed up for MSS ( msian n sg soc), din c NMS (nottingham msian soc)... after dat oni found out it's just next to it.. *pengzz* of coz, signed up for Dance Soc, but regreted a bit cos exx nya..! 5 pounds for membership summore need to pay for each lesson. for members each lesson 2 pounds, non-members 3 pounds.. but nvm la.. since i like dancing so much! but clses all late in the evening.. means i hv to go back jubilee to makan 1st, then go back to main campus to attend lessons.. wat the heck?!

then... after dat.. go back jubilee liao loo... waited bus for soooo long... from waiting till reaching.. took like 2 hrs! cos too many ppl..! but hopefully when term starts, things will get better.

tuesday:

oh well.. the most zd day ever! 1stly.. found out dat i miss a tok on monday.. a Psychology welcome tok. so.. hv to go meet tutor.. went there early in the morning.. but she not there.. so 10pm go to register with the university 1st. went along with a few fellow course mates.. all from hk one, coincidently.

for the 1sr yr, i need to sign up for additional modules to add 40 credits to make up the 120 credits required. so.. i hd to start thinking of courses to take....

my fren wanna go to Sutton Bonnington Campus to take the course.. so.. went wif her

...oh yeah... we went on the highway.. out of the highway..then i realise.. along the roads r fields.. then i realise.. wait a minute, i think i pass by here b4! oh yeah.. when my dad was driving us towards birmingham. *pengzz*

finally reached the rural sutton bonnington campus.. follow the crowd as we dunno our way..went into a seminar.. ppl around r carrying their bioscience handbook.. we r shocked! we tot we were in the wrong place! we were so lost! in the end, we concluded dat.. maybe dis is just not the right way to sign up for a course! so... we went back.........

i luv the bus.. the Shuttle bus is so not frequent...... we waited for nearly an hour for the next bus........................................

ok.. back at uni campus.. had to rush back to jubilee for dinner liao... again.. stuck in traffic.. stupid! dat day = official bus travel day

wednesday = windy windy windy.argh.

morning was like sooooo sunny.. i even decided to wear sen screen...who noes..

the wind was so strong in the afternoon.. n i hd to walk to Queen's Medical Centre to sign up for course.. who noes.. the course convenor is not there...

fine.. i just go back...

decided to sign up for 2 philosophy modules... so went back to Trent Building..

n the wind is still blowing... very hard...

in the end.. i eventually signed up all my modules in there..

i also took Italian... cos French does not fit into my timeslots..

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half way thru, n i'm tired liao.. n the campus night enternainment here is like clubbing n partying.. wat the... oh well.. who ask dis UK so popular with pubs?

nv joined any night events b4..actually i did.. dat one is just hot chocolate session... n i already couldn't stand it.. cos too smoky.. ppl smoke indoor.. wat the.........

my fren is asking me to go for one this fri.. i am ok with the loud music i guess.. but definitely not the damn smoke! i hate smoke!

oh well.. just c how it goes....

oh my god.. i hvnt update dis for ages...dis will be a very long post.. really really long.. but shssss... i'm in the uni campus now! n the internet is juz suppose to b for emails... haha...okok

these days in UK... mum is still like hunting for bookstores.. like she did in US.. oh no! but thank goodness she did not find many books abt astrology here.... otherwise.. her luggage will be soooooooo heavy again...

there's dis royal mail truck dat i keep c-ing in UK.... reminds me of.. a cartoon called the postman...

hmm.... i tot i hv many things to say... ohyeah... we've been to 2 beauty expo... it became really boring after awhile... cos dad is like searching for products... i am more interesting in the nails stuff... but they r all too pro for me...

we've been searching for restaurants in nottingham... many introduced by the guide book were good... but there's one chinse restaurant dat we took a long time to find... but the food was good, luckily.

dad was anxious to look around places around nottingham.. so in the end, we've been drving to derbyshire, leicestershire, burmingham, sheffield, mansfield.. etc... n for sum reason... i always fall asleep in the car while mum is bc being the navigator holding the map... n dad is bc driving...haha...

ok..dat's it... i'm getting worried dat the person will cut me off.. for doing sth else...

老朋友聚会，短暂。

just came back from outing with frens.. ops~ 应该写华语的…… 因为，有一个人说我每次写英文喔~ 哈哈……

今天，和琬琪，诗琪，琬啾见面，在KLCC。好久没见了咯~ 很开心！我们本来说好要看戏，结果，都没看。在madam kwan's 那吃午餐，吃的很饱。然后那个茹琬琪最后来的却死命说话，哈哈。她们都说我话很少，哈，不知道怎么回答。

after dat, i saw Le Suen in Kino~ OMG~! such a coincidence.. she said dat she is living juz opposite KLCC!! wau~ she was like.."r u here to buy pens too?"... haha...

可惜时间过得很快，好像才见一下子而已。拍了些照片留念。至于那些照片，现在还未能刊登于此，那个cable不在这里。

明天和琬啾再约去redbox。最喜欢唱歌了。期待。

很奇怪，每次见完朋友之后，心里面，总是有那么一点点的落寞。好像上一秒的快乐，马上被突然的曲终人散，掩盖住了。回到家，就像重新回到了空虚的世界一样。在家里徘徊也不是，收拾东西也不知该从哪里开始。也许，想带走的太多，后来却发觉，必须留下来的，更多。

突然之间，想进入一个虚拟的空间。就像看书。现在才发觉，为什么自己那么喜欢藤井树。今天，终于都让我找到了《听笨金鱼唱歌》，在KLCC的Kino。（Steph! 可以借给你了！:P) 终于，家里的藤井树系列，应该算完整了。

吃饭时间了。其实，现在还不饿。不过，还是陪陪老人家喝点汤吧。

a few more days left, n i will be leaving for U.K.

还有不到一个星期的时间。离开是新的开始，全新的开始，可能是生命中重要的转折点。

i din really feel the excitement, the anxiety nor the scariness.

直到，直到昨天，星期日，去了一趟briefing.

it was a pre-departure briefing, n also abt meeting msian undergrates n seniors.

我遇见了两位中华生。也许是巧合。但她们是交换学生，exchange students，好像是去一年而已。

dun feel like packing, even though i really shud. i feel like doing things that i want to do 1st.

看了《Because of You》，还没看完，却足以影响我。做了想做的，就应做该做的。

but i haven't finish printing memories of msia in my mind, the images r not enuf, yet.

没想到，我脑袋的容量，比我想象中大很多。

i need more. taste, sound, weather, images, friends, life.

我想烙印在脑海中的事物，我不想让味蕾忘掉的食物。 脑子可以装很多，却可能很快被打入冷宫。

tmr meeting old school frens, yet time is short. busy schedules do clashes: exams, work, etc.

但，我们珍惜，我们了解，我们心里有数。见面是仪式而已，友情不会被现实控制的。

because if frenship is true, if frenship is from the heart, it will remain unbreakable.

也许会冷淡，但是一旦在未来的日子有交集，友情会从停掉的地方延续，而不是重头开始。

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什么是幸福？

幸福是：听着代表你心情的音乐，喝着代表你心情的饮料。

幸福是：曾经拥有一段值得回忆的过去。

幸福是：懂得笑的美丽。

幸福是：你心情很轻松的时候，不由自由地笑的时候。

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望着手提电话，无聊得想开始乱sms人。无奈，不懂那个受害者是谁。有时候，如果生命中，有一个人可以陪着你，也像你一样无聊地sms，是不是会让寂寞的空气，增添少许的笑容呢？

如果很久没有伤心的感觉，会不会很奇怪？不是开心的时候，却又不像是伤心的时候，真得很奇怪。于是，开始在电脑播起所谓伤心的歌，想让自己有一个可以解释的情绪。

今天，我和妹妹坐计程车出去。一路上，我们没有说话。其实，这很正常，我本来也不感觉有什么异样。但是，如果坐我旁边的人，不是妹妹，而是别人，例如说，一个不是很熟的朋友，我就会觉得空气蔓延着很尴尬的气氛，好像一秒没有东西讲就表示我们是没有话说的朋友。不知道，这也许只是我奇怪的想法。

没话说了，我现在正在想，到底此刻的情绪是什么。

无聊篇

一天一天的过去，9月快到了啦！没想到，那么快我就要飞到老远的英国去了。

哎，好像还有一大堆的事还没做似的。还没见完朋友，还没买完要带去的东西，还没办完该办的手续，还没有收拾任何的东西，还没收拾心情。

我是很期待全新的生活体验，可能是因为住在这个无聊的家很久了吧。每天不是看电视，就是上网，每天都计划要收拾乱糟糟的书桌，可是永远都不会去做。

hiwayu的书也看得7788了...只剩下《这是我的答案》and 《听笨金鱼唱歌》。可是，一直买不到《听》... 气死了啦。。。

天啊。。。为什么CD这样贵！我又想买CD了。。因为啊。。觉得download很缺德。。哈哈。。虽然我已经dl了很多很多首啦。。

yeah!明天我和朋友去义达的签唱会哦！虽然不是义达的超级粉丝，也可以替妹妹拿签名啦！因为她比我疯狂！老实说，义达的歌真的是越听越棒哦！

哎呀。。。太久没有写东西原来是会生疏的。。现在，也不知道要写什么了啦。等我的生活精彩一点才写好了。

拜。

用一半的心

突然之间，我发觉我变得很表面化。其实，更正确地，应该是说，我发现我是一个很表面的人。做事情只用一半的心，因此在乎的通常都是结果，而不是过程。明明所有事情的过程永远都重要过结果。可是，社会告诉我们，我们要看到你成功的结果，不是有多辛苦的过程。

减肥。很多人为了减肥，动手术这个那个，出现很多十年前会觉得很匪夷所思，甚至是不道德的事。到了现在，道德的标准变了。所以，N年以后，也许复制人类已经是合法的了。

盗版。人们在意的是成果。你的CD好听，很多人就会download，管你是花了半年还是三年完成的专辑。电影也是一样。

听歌。我们习惯听歌，先听到旋律。这没有错。但是，因为用一半的心去听，所以只听到了音乐，忽略了歌词的部分。一首商业歌，好不好听，好像最重要。我也是这样。很多时候，听歌就只听旋律。那好啊，不用歌词也罢！就不知道为什么，最近开始留意比较没那么商业化的专辑。买了蓝亦邦的专辑，还有coldplay 的。老实说，两者的music都不是很catchy，不是一听就喜欢的那种。但我开始留意歌词，发现我喜欢歌词多过音乐。歌词的内涵，把我带入音乐，所以我才留意到了音乐。这种歌，比较能够让人感动很久。

当然，不能只听这样的音乐。因为有时候，唱歌的人也是很重要。若要我选择，我宁愿听一个会唱歌的人唱不好听的歌，好过。。

i've lost the sense of not belonging, n so i've lost my sensibilty. 曾经一度的迷惘错乱，寂寞孤单，反而让我专心的利用我的感性。生活变得平顺，一切变得很自然，没什么事需要操心的，也因为这样，我失去了我洞察人性的感情。我失去了观察的能耐，把重心移植到满足社会人应该拥有的欲望。欲望越多，也同时失去的感觉更多。寂寞时发掘出来的观察能力，也随即逐渐消失。

可是，我没理由重头寂寞。寂寞不好受。所以，我要学习如何满足表面化的成就的同时，不忘记内心真正的挣扎，真正想寻找的东西。我不知道那会是什么，因为我还在寻找。心曾经引领我去到了灰暗的深渊，环境后来把我拉出来。但是，我却从此渐渐把心灵给遗忘，开始更了解这个迟早都会坏掉的臭皮囊。心灵，纵使让我很不快乐过，也让我成长得很多。现在，我想回到我的心灵深处，触摸那个伤口，让真正的感动让它慢慢痊愈，真正地痊愈并成长得更健康。

我要学着，用我所有的心，去完成生活上的大大小小的事。

dis hols.. i've been travelling..

i went from Newark to K.L... experienced the hazy days in K.L. n a trip to redbox! best place to be when there's hot sun or bad haze out there.. n of course.. a taste of hawker food... went to Alison hawker stall twice.. ate curry noodle the 1st time.. n 怡保芽菜鸡 the 2nd time.. n certainly.. nv missed out on 炒果条! the best eva~ sum how.. i miss small portion of meals.. n all those carbo! ahha...

after 2 days at K.L... went to sg again... i tot i wasnt gonna be back in here anymore u noe! haah.. but who noes.. i am back again! rite i pass the imm... took a taxi from West Mall to Cine.. met up with 89s! it was ur last meeting.. but hey 89s! if u all r reading dis.. dat will NOT be our last meeeting!! bcos.. i think i will be able to go to 义达's 签名会 after all!! yeah!! mum said dat we will be staying till the end of the mth.. n i already told her abt going! yeah! so happy! wanna meet 89s again! ops.. hvn't send u all the taiwan pics.. sowie...will do it later i finish blogging.. :P

ohwell.. guess wat! my fren told me dat the sky in K.L. was clear today! wat........ hmph! fine! after we go to sg, the sky wind decides to change it's direction? duh! anyways.. i shud be happy rite? haha...

many things to buy here in sg... today just bought U87-- Eason 陈奕迅's CD.. can't find 蓝亦邦’s 无非想快乐 in West Mall.. act.. when i went out with 89s.. i saw it in orchard popular.. but not enuf money to buy at dat time! argh! so.. guess i will hv to keep trying.. really need to get updated b4 going to UK..

quite excited abt going to UK... a lot of new things will happen i guess.. 1st time away from parents for a yr.. dat's the least to say.. entering a whole new environment is wat's most anticipating! hope can meet up with Bro Mike.. n go chinatown n KTV? n also wanna meet up with 892 in London! KTV too! haahah.... i am really a KTV freak! but it's good! i luv singin!!!!!

i'm way too excited now... shall listen to dear Eason sing now... haha.. n post those pics to 89s.. b4 they threaten to kill me.. haha..

home sweet home

when smth come to an end, we r always reluctant to say goodbye.

been in US for 1 n a half mth...at 1st, din really like US... dunno y.. but of coz.. dat may be sum kind of prejudice... but now.. i realise.. i like the place just like any other place dat is foreign to me... dat is new to me... i like it.. cos the place i live in for the past mth was like a small town... no bad traffic.. no polluted air.. no extreme weather due to concrete..

i remember.. the 1st week here was the beginning of summer.. the atmosphere still has an essence of spring air.. n the mornings are often cloudy.. n one of those mornings.. my dad, mum n me... went to jogging along the road.. the weather was so cooling.. just like those in genting or cameron highlands... n we pass by nice n cosy lil hses.. with beautiful xmas trees in front of their hses.. n they nv hv fencing... unlike msia... their postbox r so beautiful too.. then we went to a family restaurant n had excellent american breakfast... despite the portion was too big.

after dad left, the weather turn hotter... everyday... i hv to apply sunblock lotion.... after sister left for treatment... me n mum wld then walk around chester town to search for a coffee shop to hv breakfast.... those mornings n free afternoons.... i manage to finish one chinese novel n one english novel..

we shopped a lot.... bcos.. there is nth left to do? haha...i think so... i had a mth of eating, drinking n shopping.... though... i hv to say... still derive of sleep... hols r suppose to be for sleeping... as in no alarm clock to ring u up every morning...

n finally... we hv to leave.... i am now in Newark Airport... usingthis lowsy computer dat is so slow.... it had caused me to become angry... n the anger chased all the inspirtaion away.... ok.. time to leave.. as i'll be boarding...soon...

i wanna dance!!

i wanna attend professional dance lessons again!!!

i hv been watching dis programme on fox channel here in US.. they r showing a new programme produced by the same producer of American Idol, called "So You Think You Can Dance"... i miss the 1st one hr of this 1hr n a half episode today... but the last half an hr is enuf to make me feel like dancing!!!

there was a part where one dancer dance to the music in cls... while the choreographer n the others watch.. n u noe wat! he danced until he break into tears! but of coz, he kept dancing... n the other contestants who were watching together also start crying!! so emotional! n he was dancing a modern dance routine!! ohno~ i felt like joining them dat moment!!

i dun care! i am seriously gonna go for dance lessons in uni! too bad nottingham doesn't hav modern.. but they ballet, jazz n hip-hop~ i wonder if it's ok for me to go to all of them! haha..

n then.. went for 2 yoga lessons since i was here.. the lessons were cool! i liked them! they were more advanced than those dat i use to go to during grade 11.. oni for a term though.. haha..but the 2 lessons dat i went in here were great! havent been sweating from doing stretching etc etc for yrs! i enjoy sweating after all those body movements! but i think i wont be able to attend another one here already.. since i am leaving soon~ haihz..i hope they hv yoga/pilates in nott! i hope they do!!

tmr going to NY once more.. this time going to chinatown! going to eat chinese lunch! yahoo! ciao now... hv to wake up tmr.. for breakfast at Perkins Family Restaurant.. yeah~ boy am i gonna gain weight! gosh~

book baton

Ok 893!! argh~~ haah.. jkjk..

number of books owned:
what! what kind of Q is dis? ok.. do u mean from when i was in kindergarten? or wat! for god sake! how would i noe?

The last book I bought:
hmm... last book i bought in in Taiwan... 《十年的你》 by 藤井树! finish reading it already! yeah~ nice book... his style is becoming more mature.. n more open? I mean..笔触更加大胆。 the "feel" is not the same as the others...


Five books that mean a lot to me:
wow.. not an easy question u noe~

ok... i think one of them will be..方文山的《演好自己的偶像剧》。 the book is not with me now.. so not so sure if the title was rite... it's oni until after i read dis book, my inspiration of writing poetic things is becoming more vivid to me... i think...

i dunno if dis is one of them too... er.. 刘墉的萤窗小语。i borrowed it in the library.. i think it was primary or secondary? can't really remember... anyways... i learnt dat.. i hv to write down wat i c or wat i tot in order to collect inspiration...

n then..of coz... 《B栋11楼》！after reading dis book, i knew i would be in luv with hiyawu's book! n i did! it's so nice!!! i am hoping to get all of his books!

2 left! so difficult! maybe... 《小王子》... the little prince... it's nice i think..but 在N年前就已经忘记里面的内容了... 只记得面包树.... i wanna read again... i remember the preface said if u read it in different ages, u will gain different things.. so wanna read it again..

n... 几米的... i can't remember the title! but his books r nice... expecially dat one... his imagination is wild... uses cute graphics to express his tots.. which also reflects the nature of human beings.. n the society...


Five people to whom become the next victims :
do u think any of the ppl dat i mention will actually go do dis things? i dunno.. so.. i refuse to ans dis question..

Sometimes, ppl juz take advantage of u, most certainly, without u noeing wat's going on. but after u've noe wat's act happening, do we hv to be angry? cos, u noe, there is no turning back of time, anyways. u can't reverse wat had happened, n u can't prevent the next one from happening. those ppl, won't warn u, would they?

when we came to this town, nobody knew who we were. We went to many coffee shops, but there weren't many to go to. Soon, the ppl in the coffee shops became familiar to us. They knew we exist a long time ago, but in another part of the world. Soon after that, we left the town for home. They knew we had left, as they would never see us, probably forever again. However, from then onwards, they would recognise ppl like us, ppl dat exist in the other part of the world.

movies

watching a movie is ex in US.. but i watched 3 movies here already... add up with the 2 movies i watched in HK, n 1 in msia, i've watched 6 movies this summer! woo~sum good, sum ok... but the one i like best among all is Initial D! haha.. not oni of the cast, but also the movie in general...

Beginning to realise dat a lot of movies r very extreme.. too out of the real world... movie's like Initial D is kinda ok.. at least i noe dat there r such ppl dat can drive as fast.. maybe.. it's just me beginning to like chinese movies... n actually, all the other 5 movies r hollywood movies.. n i dun really like them hollywood movies.. some of them...

take for example, War of the Worlds. ok.. big cast, big promotion etc.. but the movies is kinda.. no focus? i dunno... dunno wat is the point of the front bit... effects r great as usual... but storyline kinda blurry... of all the hollywood movies.. i like Batman Begins the best.. the storyline is much clearer.. it's quite good actually... liked it a lot...n then... Bewitched.. it was a cute witch movie..like all fairy-tale types.. n all witch-type-movies... another one which i had longed to watch for ages was Charlie n the Chocolate Factory.. n then.. just watched The Island today.. it was abt human cloning.. quite a fresh topic in the big screen i wld say? dunno.. of course... still din really like the storyline.. i mean.. it wasnt very clear wat happen to the human clones after dat...

hmm.. my entry is really very boring dis time...

ohwell.. hv been reading Harry Potter lately.. not the lastest half-blood prince.. but the earlier Goblet of Fire.. i always wanted to read it b4 the movie begins... though i think the movie will oni be out by oct/nov? but i like the story! so interesting! cant wait to finish it.. n actually i'd finish reading the climax already...

n i bought shoes today! u noe.. if i dun get them here in US.. i wount be able to get them anywhere else! thank god they had my size... in Skechers... others din hv my size! wat! am i dat humungous dat i need to go to some giany shop to get one pair of shoes? for goodness sake! i ahte it! the gal dat the shoe shop i went b4 told me to find shoes in the MEN section! oh, thx a lot.. i can get MAN's shoes in anywhere else if i so wanted to wear on MAN's shoes foreva! argh! hmph!... but at last! got shoes in Skechers! yeah~

ooookie.. getting very excited abt shoes... my entry is really getting very weird these days.. i just write watever come off my mind at dat moment.. juz like wat i am doing now..

ok.. the TV is very distractive.. i shall retreat to the TV screen soon.. no... act i shud retreat to Harry Potter...

ok now.. another update of wat i'm up to today...

u noe.. when i walk on the road.. i saw sth or do sth.. n then, i feel like i wanna blog.. or write it down.. i feel like i am to-be author or smth at dat moment.. i mean.. at those moments.. but.. it's not quite probable.. i just like to write..

ok.. hmm.. u c.. when i retreat to my room.. i lost all my inspirations~ crap! *thinking hard* hmm.. ok.. recall memories.. sis's treatment has been switched to morning sesssion as the Dr. was so kind to pick us up at the hotel.. as u noe, we dun hv a transport at the moment n the taxi fee is sososo exxx~ n then... as usual, when mei does her routine, me n mum just luv to stroll around our fav chester city n hav a cup of coffe sumwhere.. so.. almost every morning, i am flushing my throat wif caffine ( sorry, i cant spell~ ;P).. ok.. sumtimes, i drink decaf... the main point i am saying dis is, there r sooooo many types of coffee here~ there's columbian, almond, french vanilla, pumpkin spice, creme brulee... etc etc... sum r good sum r not soo welcomed by my taste buds.. n the solution is... for good coffees..i dun necessary add milk, but for not-so-'aromatic' or not-so-rich coffees, i add milk~ n wala~ it will taste much more better.. god, am i becoming a coffeeholic or wat~ but i dun act like drinking coffee everyday.. i like variations.. n i often regret dat i did not chose to drink tea.. but the truth is often dat my eyesight was not sharp enuf to hv notice the teas~ ohwell.. tmr shud drink tea then...

ppl~ aren't u bored by my coffee speech here?

ohwell... last to mention in the coffee section.. the best thing abt coffee hses is, the aroma of hot coffee! or maybe it's from the coffee powder/beans?

next thing dat made me wanna rush home to blog is...wat was it? hmm..*thinking hard, 4 the 2nd time today*..hmm..okok..recalling again.. ohya.. after mei is done with her routine.. we walked to Wendy's old-fashioned hamburger 4 quick lunch n then walked to the theater to watch Charlie n the Chocolate Factory... kinda weird dat Willy Wonka.. n the movie was a bit weird too.. but then.. after toking with mum abt it as we always do after a movie session.. we start rambling abt the symbols dat the movie is trying to portray.. the obesity problem, spoiled children, too much tv n technology, lack of 'family-ness'... etc etc.. n at the very instant, i feel like i am going back to English cls~! but dis time, analysing a movie instead! maybe, it's cool to hv cartoons as part of social studies... cartoons do tell a lot. n btw, the movie is kinda violent too... not to mention the repetitive singing by the lumpa wateva 'ppl' n the punishment of the 4 kids...

then.. it was grocery time n home sweet home... n oh yes.. b4 the grocery time, we went for a snack.. ate a blueberry bagel with butter n drank peppermint tea.. no more caffeine 4 the day...

ok...home time is nth diff... tv, internet, working out at ladies workout express.. etc.. then dinner etc... dinner was instant noodle n pizza btw... dis time, the instant noodle was better... it was sesame-miso.. it was tasteless as 1st.. but then, i realise i 4got to stir the soup... hahaha.. n then it became nice...

okie.. time to zzz.... n at dis very time... the laptop will always start running out of battery n i wont hv time to do bolding, italicing n colouring of the key words.. oh well.. pls do not mind the invention of vocab... k.. ciao..

another day has passed by... the usual eat-read harry potter-tv-internet etc... my god.. thank god mum n i signed up the lady's workout express.. otherwise, u can imagine dat i will be the size of a typical american... ops.. no pointing to anyone.. but just u noe..

but there was sth special today.. there's dis antique car show along the roadside of chester town.. which was cool! cos i really like those antique stuff! same as jay do~ ahhaa.. but i really really do ok.. not cos of him oni! i like antique cos they r so 'vintagy'.. ( i made up dat word btw).. they r so classy, n so cool~ sorry ppl.. i really can't describe with my limited vocab.. ok.. switch to chinese.. since i havent blog in chinese for a while already..

说到古董车展，真的很令人激奋。激奋的原因，除了是碰巧遇上难得的古董车展，更重要的是，至少这几天来的平淡生活多了几分的波浪。虽然，这里指的古董车展，只不过是古董车的主人们一同将他们的宝贝开到同一条街上。最重要的，我拍了不少照片！超级酷哦~！请看下图。。。




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Okok... times up! time to sleep!! zzzz.. tmr waking up at wat time? oh no! 8? or earlier? hehezz... holidays man! not suppose to wake up so early.. niwaes.. i am hungry now! ops.. havent done my late nite exercise yet! okie.. sis's turn to use the comp!! opss. she 4got the lyrics of sum song~ ahah..ok..random.. the readers r seriously gonna kill me for 'babling' like a 'babi'... ;p 8888..

i was so happy today...

in the morning.. 'officially' woke up at 10am, though i woke up for a few minutes at 6 sth n 8 sth.
had breakfast at panini bread... ate a bowl of black bean soup n half a tuscan chicken sandwich with rosemary n onion focaccia bread...i was happy with my breakfast..

dad is leaving today.. so no car from tmr onwards.. so went to buy lots of things.. shampoo, toothbrush, bread, orange juice etc... it was already 3 sth by then...went back to hotel to keep our grocery items n dad prepares to go home..he ate instant noodle as a quick dinner b4 he leaves..

n finally... we bid our goodbyes to him... sad to c him leave...*sob*

ate dinner @ longhorn steakhse...quite tasty but quite salty too... mum says dat we shud start cooking @ home.. the food outside is too unhealthy... i miss healthy food~ whahaa... decided to eat breakfast at home tmr morning... i shall eat my wholegrain cereal with organic soy milk n eat italian herb bread... luv bread so much... n also drink orange juice...

we bought so many fruits too.. peaches, apples, oranges.. n i will also drink sum lemon water... to slim down? whaaha...

looking fwd to breakfast tmr... n another mth in Mount Olive-Budd Lake...

having a few blogs is a headache sumtimes... so once again.. i shall post one entry for both~

lost in new jersey... not dat i dun like it here... just seem to be alienated from the world outside US.. i dunno wat is happening now to ppl in sg or msia.. n i dunno wat is showing on my fav channels at home... i am eating too much western food... not yet sick of it.. but feels weird.. especially when we r not really going on a tour..

dad is going home today.. 3 of us left here.. in hotel extended stay america.. going to miss him.. for 1 mth..n soon.. i will be going to UK...

i just bought coldplay's new album.. listening to it now.. n also keane's album... haven't listen to it...

weird.. i hv nth to say in the morning.. maybe cos i havent eat breakfast.. i hav been eating in Perkin's family restaurant for a few times.. dunno where r we heading dis time...

mum was saying dat she will teach me to cook n to do pedicure n menicure n also facial n makeup stuff... havent started yet.. maybe soon.. after dad leaves.. n we will have more time..

hv been travelling to a few nearby towns by car these days.. but the car rental is seriously too exx.. so we cannot rent it for the whole mth...

we went to Bridgewater for good food n good shopping yesterday.. act.. more good food...

eating too much these days.. so i am trying not to finish everything on my plate... but dad n mum isnt happy abt dat idea...

ate an apple juz now... havent ate breakfast yet.. getting hungry already.. cos it's 11.50am...

黑白颠倒.. i feel lost...

i havent started the novel-writing yet... have been planning abt the characters in my head lately... hv to write them down b4 they go away... but i lost track of my good old inspiration these days... perhaps.. i need some excitation.. or sum impact on my emotions..

shall leave to start planning my writing... n i dunno when will i really get started..

i seem to nv do wat i always wanted to do...

haven't been blogging for many days... need to be quick with this post.. laptop is running low in battery..

i'm now in New Jersey ~ Chester.. a small town... the weather's cooling... the town is filled with trees.. i like this kind of environment... faraway from concretes.. n tall buildings dat r competing to reach the unreachable.. the hses r simple yet very cosy-like.. i wish i could own one... i luv to stayed here.. although.. it is in US.. dun really like US actually..

went to a typical family breakfast restaurant last morning... i am mentioning dis becos i saw a very decorative cupboard hanging on the wall with small drawers.. i went in front of it n tried to open one of the drawers.. guess wat? it could not be opened! i can't believe i am saying dis.. but dis immediately reminds me of the fake imitation of the American Dream... in Great Gatsby.. i was like.. OMG, the fake imitation thing is real~ haha..complicated life~

19 mins more b4 laptop goes dead..

hav a lot to say once i get started.. but the laptop doesnt allow me to~ shall continue tmr..

btw.. 7/7 had been a bad day 4 london... another terrorist attack? can we juz have sum peace?

**to be continue...

u noe..it's too late to blog~ no one blogs now.. i believe.. it's in fact 3am~

today.. met cousin mike. went to eat a very full lunch with him n his bro seann... other ppl who joined us include mum, popo and mei. then.. went home..
at nite. went to redbox with them.. 8pm~12am..but not satisfied. so came home and sing with sis... but..she retreated to find master zhou~ 周公la... anyways.. i shud do dat myself after i blog..

sang quite sum canton songs in redbox... cos i worked hard to improve on my pronunciation at home.. so i must sing no matter wat~ haha.. and i am so beginning to like to sing canton songs~ yeah.. was practising juz now.. hav loads of lyrics on my comp now.. for goodness sake~

btw.. my cousin mike speaks weirdly now.. has a mix of china accent in his chinese, and sum british-accented words in his english.. ahah... so rojak~~!

so... back to my topic.. i really need more karaoke~ hoping to get sum in hk.. wanna go try the ktv there.. taiwan one was very good~ enjoyed it a lot..

gonna sing more canton songs in hk.. if possible.. hope the ppl wont laugh at my veli inaccurate canton...

okie.. dats all.. not gonna bother to recheck.. wanna zz.. tmr may eat 'brunch' with mike.. and dad~ and hopefully.. watch Initial D with cousin... though he had watched in already on vcd.. pirated i suppose~ gona force him to watch again` wahaah...